I wanted to drop the Desert Swells from my original name because the songs on this album felt really personal and the Country convention of Madeline Leman and the Desert Swells didn’t fit with the mood/vibe of the album. I also just felt like I needed a refresh. However I still very much attribute the success of the album to my band and share it with them. My bass player, Alex Bleakley aka Sal Wonder, has been with me since the very beginning, my drummer is my brother in law and Ruby Jones has been with me for about 7 years. They are all family. However the fact that the songs are really personal, quite a few are just me and the piano, does feel special.
The response has been really motivating. My fans and community just got it. My post about leaving Spotify was shared really widely and gained a lot of new followers who really care about independent music. When I asked people to buy my record instead of just streaming it, people did it, and that’s why it’s been in the top 20 Country Aria charts for two weeks. I actually don’t know if it would have charted had I kept my music on Spotify. It really made me think differently about how I value my music and how I want people to engage with it. I don’t mind if people stream the album via a more ethical streamer like Tidal, but I’ve asked people to also buy an $8 digital download to reflect what the music is actually worth. It’s a bit awkward talking about money, it’s not very rock n roll- but I think people see how much musicians are struggling. I’ve made more money from this release than I have in the whole 10 years my music has been on streaming. It still doesn’t come close to breaking even - so it’s really not about the money for me. But it’s about valuing art and the role that music plays in our lives.
Having a baby has made my art even more vital. It’s cliche but it has helped me to find myself after absolutely losing myself to motherhood. I feel really grateful to have music as a way to reconnect to my prebaby self and also help me to carve out my new identity as a mother and an artist. I feel way more creative generally, I feel way more willing to have a go at things and make mistakes whereas before I was such a perfectionist and that held me back a lot. Motherhood has put my art and music making into perspective. It is so vital to my happiness and yet if things go wrong I don’t sweat it like I used to. My baby was quite sick in hospital for about 9 months and once you have gone through something like that nothing else really matters. I mean my art will always matter but now I don’t feel like I’m at the mercy of my successes and failures. I feel free for the first time and funnily enough I’m having the most success and fun I’ve ever had. Also Gene loves music and is my biggest fan. He learns all my new songs as I’m writing them and sings them around the house. He has a good set of pipes! It’s pure joy seeing him love music the way I do.
Thriving and Rewrite the classics are both songs that I felt sick at the thought of releasing. Thriving I wrote at a really low point. I felt this deep sense of failure and it was kind of embarrassing to admit. I felt that in my 30s I should have had more figured out. Then I looked around and decided that it was probably a universal feeling. For Rewrite the Classics I had to be convinced to use the take we did. We originally recorded it when I was pregnant and I wanted it to sound kind of like Aldous Harding. I was putting a lot of affect on my voice which at the time I thought sounded cool. But when going back into the studio after Gene was born, Leah (Senior) gently suggested that I also rerecord it, singing it a little straighter to really connect with the emotion of the song. I took her note and ended up crying through the end of a take. I think I was finally allowing myself to really feel the meaning of the song - which I wrote after the 2019 bushfires when for the first time summer had this really sinister feeling. I felt so devastated that my son wouldn’t experience the carefree summers that I did as a kid. When I finished playing I was about to be like ‘ok well that was not it’ and then I looked around and Leah and Jesse were both in tears smiling at me. They were like ‘that was it!’ We went back and forth on it for months and finally they convinced me to use it. That song is really sad. There is no way around it. The final take feels really honest in a way that the first take didn’t. I’m glad we kept it but I still can’t listen to it!
Haha I don’t think I do adapt. I’ve been known to play my song Diva with the Fever of Change, my feminist spoken word rant, on the smallest of stages. I say play your best songs and play them well and you can’t go wrong. Mind you this set will be a little more intimate just because of the nature of the album. I’m really excited to be playing with Leah as she’s my best mate and has been such a huge support to me over the years and especially in getting this album out. We’ve got a little surprise that we’ll do together at the Martians and the Social Club show, which will be really special. Singing with Leah is my happy place. Her new album Pt Roadknight is so beautiful. I’m forever inspired by her songwriting and her sound has definitely been an influence on this album.
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